We also met with another lactation
consultant, Barbara. She helped me correct the position I was holding Rebekah in at the
breast, but that still didn't solve our problems. Rebekah was very hungry and quite angry
that she couldn't get anything out of her Mommy. Using a syringe, Barbara finger-fed
Rebekah some formula, and then we tried her at the breast again. She wasn't as frantic,
but she wasn't very happy about the whole situation either.
After observing Rebekah's sucking action with her finger, Barbara asked if Rebekah had
received any kind of rubber nipple or pacifier. "No," Joe said, "we wanted
to avoid nipple confusion." "Well, this baby's got it," was Barbara's
response. We had been about to give up on breastfeeding when we entered the pediatrician's
office, though we certainly want Rebekah to receive my milk. Upon leaving Barbara's
office, we had nearly decided to give Rebekah a bottle. Barbara outfitted us with an
additional syringe (we now have 3) and a ton of handouts on breastfeeding.
By the time our Noon appointment was finished, it was after 2PM, and we still hadn't
eaten. Joe had been planning to go back to work for an hour or 2 this afternoon but was
unable to since he needed leave to take Holli & Andrew to the airport at 3. As a
result, his first day back at work was more like a first "couple hours" back at
work. Nevertheless, his coworkers showered us with some wonderful gifts - a "fully
loaded" diaper bag, a gown, and an album for Rebekah. All the folks in Joe's
department had also signed a card wishing him the best with his new responsibility as a
Dad...complete with invitations to come in to work at 3AM if he wanted to, since he'd be
up anyway!
This evening I gave in and offered Rebekah her first bottle...of breastmilk. It was so
refreshing not to feel like I needed 5 hands to feed her and contain the mess. She's doing
pretty well with the bottle though it's taking a long time to feed her even an ounce.
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